I an having a really pissy evening. My neighbor called me at 4:30 to say my new horse was down and up and down acting colicy. Shit. I have been walking him since. He has good gut sounds, wants his dinner and is no longer acting like he wants to roll. So now I get to watch him all night long and live with this tremendous knot in my stomach. My fear of loss is so great that all I can do is sit here and cry 'cause I am so scared.

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